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beginning ♡ a dedication

to a new beginning.

i have given my whole heart

into this,

with no doubts.

i am certain of what to do.

support me, all of you,

just like the moon does

to keep all the stars at night 

shining luminously. ✧

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usagi ♡ tsukino

out of all the astral creations

living in the galaxies,

do not be neptune,

do not be jupiter.

be the moon.

the moon can slay and stand tall.

and you can, too. 

sephiroth ❅

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how lovely would it be to know,

that the ten essences emanated in this physical world we are living in,

were perfectly created?

from dust to sparkles,

from being irrelevant to relevant,

pointless to limitless.

ten essences emanated in one soul.

eyes. shining bright.

lips. making me fall hard.

nose. how pointed that is?

eyebrows. I wish I had yours.

the appeal, a perfect ten. 

MENDACILOQUENCE ❅

that day. not only did you

left me,

you left us, our two souls intertwined in one.

left my innocence, in exchange of

being alone knowing

that the world will never turn on you.

"i love you", she whispered. leaving my ears in total shiver

"don't leave me." another lie i had to believe in.

the world thought that he's not going to turn on you,

yet, you, his only human in his world

left him with nothing but your 

pure mendaciloquence.

EIKONOLOGY☽

i see myself in his eyes, with

the purest form of love,

and i do not think

if there will be

an eikonology to compare 

to that. ☽

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sex-- take me to heaven as you please.

attitude. it's what matters.

evil intentions -- it doesn't matter to someone who appreciates you blindly.

responsibility. what won me over.

greed-- be selfish with me, baby.

tattoos. mark and make me yours.

it's too much, is it?

you are the most essential

creation of them all.

no matter what people say,

none of them will ever

possess the ten attributes you have in you. ❅

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『oneirodynia』

can we not wake up

from the love-making disaster

that we both

created in our dreams?

it is the most beautiful nightmare ever

Reginal ♡

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the queen,

genetically superior in every

area of her majestic life.

her majesty, 

who stands gracefully with her

two own feet like an

organdie.

the beloved reginal, 

she who does not need 

anyone's advices,

has learnt to keep on going.

a queen does not need any

king nor servants who would make

her graze useless.

doing things on her own,

makes her a queen much more

of an actual queen than she is

now.

her flammeous glamour will

withstand you,

as she has finally learnt, and now

motivated herself 

to finally be an independent bitch

and a reigning reginal at

the same f'ing time.

amitié ❊

to have a hard, regretful,

and a wrecking friendship

between someone you

sincerely know 

is like naru osaka and usagi tsukino

breaking their bond apart.

it made me feel dysaesthesia for

friendships --

the mess for comradeships were

always mine to begin with 

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yet you have become someone so

pleasantly meaningful--

 

a friend who has always 

got my back since

i stopped believing in me

is a friend i will cherish

until the day i die.

it is like what a sister would 

mostly do to cheer her

little one up.

PSYCHALGIA ;

ignoscency ♡

for people, i had to give

yet they were so abusive.

my heart learned to forgive.

but in return, had nothing to receive.

the repulsiveness, i cannot take

nevertheless, t'was always their mistake

after the ignoscency, i am awake

no one, again, will ever make me break.

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i am having such a 

hard time 

thinking about you so much

it's like the phosphenes in my eyes

taking over my inner dimension --

wondering where you are

if you still occupy the

place in my heart

or had let go for a while now

it is lurking me into distress

and i don't want you

to be the vaild yet so invalid reason

for giving me this 

not physical

but a mental pain 

not just in my head

but also in my heart

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home 

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your hug feels like the

warmth of the cushions I get

to lay on every lazy morning

your kiss feels like the way

i intertwine my lips unto my cup,

as I drink coffee for refreshment

your love is like when

mom cooks food and its smell

is the reason

why i excitedly get up from bed

you simply feel like home

last dance 

if only I knew that

it was the last dance

I had with you,

I should have danced

to my heart's content

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