elysian champagne ♡
beginning ♡ a dedication
to a new beginning.
i have given my whole heart
into this,
with no doubts.
i am certain of what to do.
support me, all of you,
just like the moon does
to keep all the stars at night
shining luminously. ✧

usagi ♡ tsukino
out of all the astral creations
living in the galaxies,
do not be neptune,
do not be jupiter.
be the moon.
the moon can slay and stand tall.
and you can, too. ♡
sephiroth ❅

how lovely would it be to know,
that the ten essences emanated in this physical world we are living in,
were perfectly created?
from dust to sparkles,
from being irrelevant to relevant,
pointless to limitless.
ten essences emanated in one soul.
eyes. shining bright.
lips. making me fall hard.
nose. how pointed that is?
eyebrows. I wish I had yours.
the appeal, a perfect ten.
MENDACILOQUENCE ❅
that day. not only did you
left me,
you left us, our two souls intertwined in one.
left my innocence, in exchange of
being alone knowing
that the world will never turn on you.
"i love you", she whispered. leaving my ears in total shiver
"don't leave me." another lie i had to believe in.
the world thought that he's not going to turn on you,
yet, you, his only human in his world
left him with nothing but your
pure mendaciloquence.
EIKONOLOGY☽
i see myself in his eyes, with
the purest form of love,
and i do not think
if there will be
an eikonology to compare
to that. ☽

sex-- take me to heaven as you please.
attitude. it's what matters.
evil intentions -- it doesn't matter to someone who appreciates you blindly.
responsibility. what won me over.
greed-- be selfish with me, baby.
tattoos. mark and make me yours.
it's too much, is it?
you are the most essential
creation of them all.
no matter what people say,
none of them will ever
possess the ten attributes you have in you. ❅

『oneirodynia』
can we not wake up
from the love-making disaster
that we both
created in our dreams?
it is the most beautiful nightmare ever
Reginal ♡

the queen,
genetically superior in every
area of her majestic life.
her majesty,
who stands gracefully with her
two own feet like an
organdie.
the beloved reginal,
she who does not need
anyone's advices,
has learnt to keep on going.
a queen does not need any
king nor servants who would make
her graze useless.
doing things on her own,
makes her a queen much more
of an actual queen than she is
now.
her flammeous glamour will
withstand you,
as she has finally learnt, and now
motivated herself
to finally be an independent bitch
and a reigning reginal at
the same f'ing time.
amitié ❊
to have a hard, regretful,
and a wrecking friendship
between someone you
sincerely know
is like naru osaka and usagi tsukino
breaking their bond apart.
it made me feel dysaesthesia for
friendships --
the mess for comradeships were
always mine to begin with

yet you have become someone so
pleasantly meaningful--
a friend who has always
got my back since
i stopped believing in me
is a friend i will cherish
until the day i die.
it is like what a sister would
mostly do to cheer her
little one up.
PSYCHALGIA ;
ignoscency ♡
for people, i had to give
yet they were so abusive.
my heart learned to forgive.
but in return, had nothing to receive.
the repulsiveness, i cannot take
nevertheless, t'was always their mistake
after the ignoscency, i am awake
no one, again, will ever make me break.

i am having such a
hard time
thinking about you so much
it's like the phosphenes in my eyes
taking over my inner dimension --
wondering where you are
if you still occupy the
place in my heart
or had let go for a while now
it is lurking me into distress
and i don't want you
to be the vaild yet so invalid reason
for giving me this
not physical
but a mental pain
not just in my head
but also in my heart



✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡✰✳✧♡❅♡
home

your hug feels like the
warmth of the cushions I get
to lay on every lazy morning
your kiss feels like the way
i intertwine my lips unto my cup,
as I drink coffee for refreshment
your love is like when
mom cooks food and its smell
is the reason
why i excitedly get up from bed
you simply feel like home
last dance
if only I knew that
it was the last dance
I had with you,
I should have danced
to my heart's content